Those eyes were staring at mine. I thought I would look away in fear. Instead I stare still with my gaze. I feel nothing. Those eyes were staring at mine. I thought I would clench my fists in anger. Instead I found them so relaxed. I feel nothing. Those eyes were staring at mine. I thought I would sicken in disgust. Instead I stand upright not even sweating. I feel nothing. Then he walked away and I couldn't help but smile bitterly. He didn't even realize he left his shadows inside me. Staining my soul, strangling me all my life. Still, I feel nothing. My head was filled with thousands voices echoed, "Why? Why? Why?" Despite all the noises, I heard one whispers, "You have won." Then I felt something filled my soul with warmth. I felt something and I recognize it. As I came to realize that I am not familiar with hatred, I smiled over my inhumanity.